So what happens if the methadone doesnt suit you either? I did the suboxone and had to wait for the nasty to dissolve under my tongue. But the real issue sounds like you need something else to cope with whats going on in your life. Methadone you will be taking an extra trip everyday to get your dose. Find a new routine to taking your meds and if you want it to work, you will make it work. Took my last sub crumb in Jan and so many times I hated it. BUT!! Im glad I hung in there. Its hard to get the answer you want when your inside the belly of the beast. Stay the course, because one day you will encourage and support someone in these chat rooms.