Originally Posted by
ulverston 
BUT in a couple of days all the remorse and guilt and impending doom will subside and you will start to feel normal again....this time next week you will feel much better and much more hopeful about the future.
hang in there and be strong we are all here for you
I am so hoping it will only be a couple of days. The remorse and guilt and impending doom you refer to is SO TRUE and SO AWFUL. I hate this INSTANT TEARS feeling every other second, too. Tears, anger, shame, remorse, tears, anger, shame, remorse... hopelessness, sadness... gloom. Sigh.