I think keeping a journal is a great idea Tyler! Journaling has helped me immensely off and on over the years. Sorry your job is giving you such angst, would being unemployed be better? Don't know how jobs are where you live but in most of the country it doesn't seem like it would be a good idea to give up a good paying job with good benefits unless of course staying would do you more harm than say being unemployed. I've been unhappy with my job for quite some time but the pay is good the benefits are great so I "suck it up".