Originally Posted by
Buffalo66 
I feel as if that is the price of living that way for so long. His actions hurt me, long term. Trust is damaged, triggers are hazards of that fallout.
you know I re read that post, and...
This is NOT who I want to be.
Vengeful thinking? Justifying my bad behavior or negative reactions with his past.
I am not sure healing can occur in that environment.
I may need to even consider detaching from the past.
Just thinking out loud...
I dont want to be the version of me, that just resents and spews anger, then says...Oh, well I have the right.
Just noticing what I dont want.