I was worried about you, Phoenixthebird. I am glad to see you - although again, sorry about the situation that caused your return.
You need to do what is right for you.
People can give advice, or suggestions, or comments, but nobody holds the answers except for you.
You know what you need - just listen to yourself, because you are a wonderful, worthwhile person.
New beginnings are scary, but exciting. There's a whole world out there, waiting for you to discover your part of it.
Good luck with whatever you decide to do!
I was thinking about you today. I missed you.
Much love and prayers heading in your direction!