Thank you so much for sharing.
Originally Posted by
dbh 
I want so badly for this disease to stop with me, but I'm not sure if I'm going to get "better" quickly enough to save my children.
I worry about this every single day. I have such a long way to go to be the mother my kids need. I disengage. I have bad moods. There are to many days that I do not handle it appropriately. Just like my own mother.
Where is the middle? That place where people remain engaged and on an even keel. Why can't I keep a hold of it?