Originally Posted by
Babyblue 
The thing is I love to write, I express myself easily through words so I actually miss writing him also for my own benefit. As someone who loves to write it is tough dealing with someone who has a panic attack when he sits down to lick a stamp.
sigh.
If you love to write, then write! Who cares what he does. Journaling has been one of the best tools I have learned through this whole ordeal. Getting all those feelings out of my head an onto paper helped keep me sane.
L