well its a week later, usually a high stress day for me to see if he is going to ask me out for tomorrow and what do you know, I feel serene today, its not the most important thing in my world lol. I finally told an X not to contact me anymore, and im feeling super happy and optimistic. I am finally really starting to put myself first, feels pretty damn good. Cant tell you how much you guys helped me see what was important. I see that I will be ok wether he does or not, took me a long time to get here, hope this feeling stays with me for the rest of my fridays lol
