And there hasn't been any real sort of emotional connection for years. I can honestly say I can't remember the last time I was kissed. Maybe when youngest was born?(which will be 3 years on the 15th).
how to survive? Well, I guess I'm just used to it, there have been several months-long outages throughout the marriage(the longest being a full year for the Korea deployment)
Well, and smut fanfiction. LOL