It was certainly a very toxic relationship. Especially if I mentioned his drinking. The physical and emotional abuse was very intense. I am thankful to be away from him it but it will always bother me to know that a wolf in sheep's clothing (my ex) is still existing out in this world. Its very scary to me that monsters like that are out there living among us without a care in the world and inflicting their pain on people. It seems devilish to me. I know where I am going when I die and I would hate to be him on his judgement day.