Tyler, Welcome back! Glad to see you posting again!
I can relate to your DOC, Mine has always been good weed, used to grow wild here on the ranch (well, it may have had a little help!) Loved it! I can’t remember how long it has been-I think somewhere in the early 90s- like 92 or so. It got so legally unpopular I turned to alcohol, WOW was that a dumb move or what? I’ve been sober a little over a year now and feel good about the progress.
Sounds like you are making a good start again, keep posting and reading here. I like the idea of your volunteer work; I get involve in that also- Keeps my feet on the ground. I know you have got it in you to get the victory over the “spice”. You know it’s going to take some determination and work to get there!
You’ve got the tools in your bag, brother, just take them out and start using them again! You can do it. If you need someone to talk to feel free to p/m me any time. Wish you the best!! Ld