Thank you everyone. You are the first people I have ever talked to about all this. I feel so all alone sometimes. I don't burden my mother and friends are hard to keep. I feel really trapped. I work from home for a friend and have filing cabinets, desk etc. and the only one that handles his business finances. I have no family here. I have three kids in school. I have three dogs and four cats. It is his house, left to him from his grandmother in his name only. I have way to much responsibility to just walk away. I want to. I have been planning on leaving when school is out. I just don't know where or how. He won't leave. He will never leave. I'm sorry I'm so emotional right now. I probably shouldn't have posted tonight.