your post made me smile. thanks!
Such a good feeling when we finally get it. Sometimes we back slide, but its easier now to say -oops- and try again. It took me all day but I finally pulled myself out of my funk by praying to my HP, reading Al-Anon literature, taking the dog for a walk, and making homemade chicken noodle soup for my sick kid.
I am still scared for my future without the RAH, but it certainly looks better now than it did with him in it.