Crap, I wouldn't know where to begin. I guess friends would be a start. Moving back here, to NY, man, everything just got really bad. I just stopped giving a sh*t about myself. I just stopped caring. I mean, I worked, but not a job I liked. I guess I just don't want to settle anymore. If I get a job I don't like, I want to use it to make myself find another I like better. I saw someone write that a co-dependent (Hate that word, sounds like a virus) is a reactive character rather than an active one. I wanna be active in my life. I guess I'd start first with friends. Then I'd probably start hitting up more al-anon meetings, though not necessarily in that order.