No problem, Supercrew.
UniqueNewYork, I think it's okay to fail, learn, and try again. You have to be earnest, but you have to be realistic too. Not many people quit anything they're addicted to the first go around. I think if you worry too much about your failures, you'll do disservice to yourself. Life is about testing yourself and experimenting... It is normal. But I've tested the effects of alcohol on my body enough, and I've got to say there's not a doubt in my mind that alcohol is a purely negative force in my life. I hope you've come to the same conclusion as well, and we can finally quit for good.