We all have crazy thoughts...best to get them out there and evaluate them rationally...that always helps me.
1. This definitely could change...no doubt about it. Do you want to put up with the other 51 weeks of the year in order to have this one week of fun? Only you know.
2. There's no way to know whether you'll find someone else, but being alone does not have to be equivalent to being miserable. Misery is a choice.
3. Tougher...would have to find ways to connect with others to avoid this.
4. Dwelling on these things is a choice.
5. Once again, you're in the driver's seat, and you'll know when you're ready.
6. Me too. My mom always tells me that no decision has to be forever. You can make a different one at any time.
7. This is a big one for me. I imagine if it gets to the point that I want to leave, I won't care anymore.
8. Me too...