Hi All... I've been lurking the past couple months and hate being away from you on weekends. Sometimes I don't know how I'll make it till I get back and listen to your words of wisdom.
Your stories are all so familiar. I could have written many of them myself.
Bonbon (I think)... I've never done this before so I'm sure I'll make some mistakes! :-) I think this is what my first husband gave me when I was 19 and very ignorant. What a horrible thing to do to a naive girl.
I just had another bad weekend with my A and have come to the conculsion that I must just move into my own place and be alone. After all, I've been with one after another alchoholic and/or drug addict all my life, and being with them, I've been more alone than I ever could be by myself... does that make sense ?
Anyway... thought I should finally make my self known and stop this lurking. I feel like I know most of you already, you are a wonderful group and I have already learned so much from you all. Thanks for being here for me to find you.
Debbie