After a full day of passive aggressive, snide, patronizing behavior by AH (bc he was at the house for D3's bday party), he left FINALLY but not before telling me the following:
"I haven't felt as distant from you as I do now ever before and I think that my difficulty being honest with you is due to self-preservation. The way you treat me is really hurtful and maybe if that changed I'd be able to be honest with you".
I tried to not show that this hurt me but I have a bad poker face and burst into tears which was what he wanted.
I am angry, hurt, sad, frustrated and tired of his mind games.
I don't have a babysitter so I can't go to an al anon mtg tonight so I am posting here bc I am sad and hurting...
