Wanted to take a moment and welcome you here to SR. You have found
an excellent place for all the support you would like 24/7.
I'm like artsoul (from the other side). I'm a recovering alcoholic who will
celebrate 60 days tomorrow. There are a lot of ups and downs but for
me every day sober is well worth any trials or tribulations I have to go through.
I'm sure more people from the Friends and Family side will be along shortly to offer their ESH (experience, strength and hope). I hope you do find Al Anon
really soon and make it a priority for yourself.
Your husbands recovery must be his and his alone. You get to create your own recovery for yourself. I'm sure this will be explained better by others.
Take care and hope to see you around these boards.