Thanks tjp - the toes are a rosy pink and make me feel a bit better whenever I see them
. I am very very very tired. Absolutely emotionally exhausted today and not sure how I'm holding up at times. Talked to my attorney yesterday and it's possible that the divorce hearing can take place before I leave so I won't have to fly all the way back at a later date. Great news, right? But I feel a little sad...and a lot overwhelmed. Getting hung up in the little details and logistics and I will admit, feeling a bit sorry for myself for having to do this all alone. RAH has been quite cold lately, especially after he was told things could be final in just a couple of weeks if he is in agreement with everything. Well, cold is better than begging me to stay I guess. I am just barely holding on today, not coping well I'm afraid....I know in my head this will be over soon and I'll be okay, I just gotta make it a little longer....but my heart is heavy.
