Things I won't miss about lving with my AH.
1. Being told to shut up when I speak.
2. Walking on eggshells.
3. Having no say in anything!!!!!
4. Starting each day having to be completely quiet while I drink my coffee before he wakes up.
5. Having to be quiet all the time.
6. Never getting to do what I want.
7. Never getting to do anything.
8. Being with a man, who has lost any and all sense of caring and compassion for me.
9. Always feeling alone.
10. Being afraid of everything!
No, I will not miss these things. This life that I am NOT living, came on gradually. And sad as it is I might have put up with it for a while longer if I thought he was going to make any effort to keep me in this country with him. If I was a resident I could work and have a life. But most likely the most he will do is wait till a week before then come up with some sob story with Border patrol to get them to extend my stay. Well, go ahead, I'm leaving anyway.
My emotions are still pretty raw, so posting things like this really helps me.
