Originally Posted by
sailorjohn 
Must mean something, you took the trouble to read it and post it here.
You're right, I did. I guess I wanted others opinions. And I wanted to share what I did about how odd it feels to me to not have this have the same impact on me emotionally that it would have a week ago...
For YEARS my AH could do pretty much anything and if he wrote a nice enough note it was all forgiven. Gee, wonder why nothing ever changed?! He knew he didn't have to!
I don't want to pretend that suddenly I'm detached completely but I do know this: being away from him for a week has been great and reading this I mostly just thought to myself that things are really different this time (for me) and I wonder how long (if ever) it will take before he realizes that.
I am not responding to his email btw. He has texted me 5 times in the past hour asking if I got this email and I don't really feel like answering. Do I need to?
I don't want to be a jerk but I really don't want to reply...