My Inner Demons
Today is not a good day for me.My ABF went to see a shrink and came home with RX for Xanax,Seroquel,and Kolonopin. WTF. So now on top of booze I have this to deal with. Thats not why I am posting though. I have had these thoughts of him dying from the combination and God forgive me,but I see it as a way out.How sick is that.I even fantasized about adding a few more to his drink.
Has anyone else ever thought of this or am I a real whack job from all the years of abuse? Also what is up with shrinks? Can't they read signs of Rx abuse? I mean come on. I have been stepping over him (he's passed out in the middle of the living room floor) all day and I am so very angry I keep thinking,die you SOB. Help!!!