Tony Robbins ain't got nothin' on Smoke.
Okay Rose, this member of the Peanut Gallery will chime in.
What lights you up? Books, music, gardening...whatever it is, I bet there are community groups in your area that you could join.
Smoke's idea about community theatre is excellent. I did that in high school and college and it was a bright time in my life.
Someone once told me that you have to seek out your joy.
He was right.
Go for it Rose, I expect big things from you.
More hugs,
Gabe