After all of those things that he has done, he has started over from the last event that happened two days ago. He is now starting to take medication for RLS and he is continuing his anxiety pills. It's so easy for me to think that these things aren't real and that he doesn't need it, but I know he has a lot of things to deal with and he doesn't know how to man up. I just need someone to fall back on and have a sense of security, and he use to be all of that and now I just feel alone. I haven't been to an Al Anon meeting because it took me a long time to realize that he has a problem. It really sucks.