Thank you.
Yes, brokenheartedfool. I know exactly what you are saying. Not too long ago, I had put all of that behind me. I was a much stronger person before my AH and I moved up here. And I can even attribute some of my strength and healing to him.
But after two years of waiting for my residency, and not being able to work, and no one to talk to ( and along winter of being stuck in the house) I don't feel like the person I was.
I'm smart enough to know that for me to get to that person I was, I have to work the steps on the program, and post and keep posting.
But with every eyeopening moment, I have pain. That's o.k.
I can only work with what I have right now right?
I have a roof over my head.
I have a computer.
I have this website.
I have my intellect.
I have allthe coping skills I need(I just need to access them)
I just have to keep reminding myself, pain is temporary, I will be o.k.
"The sky is not falling!"