(((DeVon)))) - I'm sorry
I'm glad you got hold of your sponsor, and recognize what area you need to work on (the guilt).
Very proud of you for holding your boundaries, but then I had no doubt. It has to be a really icky feeling, but I'm glad you posted here, and you know that you're getting lots of hugs and prayers, from those of us who love you.
Homework has helped me get through a lot of stuff. Something about having to concentrate on something else, though it's TOUGH stuff to learn, it's still calming to me. It keeps my mind preoccupied until I'm ready to deal with the feelings I'm putting off.
Love, hugs, and prayers,
Amy