I finally reached my sponsor, and as we were talking, I told him I realized even though my place is not an option, nor will I bend on that, there is a part of me that feels bad about it. More work to do on the past, in the immediate future for me, for sure. There's some guilt there tied in somewhere that I need to release.
Poor planning on her end does not constitute a crisis on my end. I've done everything humanly possible to help her, and none of it has worked. I knew that in my heart when I walked out of our last jail visit a few years ago. I need to get back on that page, don't I?
