Thanks. My lines will not blur. This is something that I cannot accept and I think he gets that now. Am I scared? Hell yeah! But my expectations are very low at this point. If he stays sober then that is great, but I am prepared to walk away if he does not honor his committment. This will be much easier if he makes me look like a fool for trusting him again. Who knows? Maybe I will get the happily ever after? I guess only time will tell. In the meantime, I'm moving forward. I'm taking classes at the local college and feeling good about myself. I'm just sorry that anyone ever has to go through this.