Hollyanne,
Thankyou yes I am planning to leave. My passport runs out in July, and I'm gone!
My friend already has my room ready for me.
I've seen this coming for a while, and now I know I'm ready.
Why am I staying until then? I just think its the best and safest way to make a clean break.
And I need to find a way to come up with some money.
As for my family? They are addicts too, and I already broke from them.
I guess, I'm finally breaking my own cycle of addiction in steps.
One person at a time.
The first thing I'm going to do is get into therapy so I never do this to myself again!
Thanks again for the reply. The more I write the less afraid I feel.