oh my friend - I know that you don't want to lose your home - that's a very painful thing to consider -
but it is much better to lose a house than to lose your life ~
Would you play Russian Roullette? probably not - from my perspective that's about what you would be doing if you gave this plan a try ~
Alcoholics/addicts are unpredictable - most of us know that from years of painful experiences -
after 17 yrs - I walked away - I did lose the house and half my material possessions - but what I gained - the freedom, safety, serenity, laughter and peace ~ oh my friend ~ it is so much better than those walls that held me captive.
Today I know I would live in a cardboard box on the side of the road rather than go back to that "house" of pain, fear, and insanity.
I know I deserve better and SO DO YOU!!!!