chicory

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I guess if you aren't instilled with an intrinsic value of your self as a child, it is hard to feel important . I struggle with inferiority every day, tho logically I know that I have value and I contribute often to society, my friends and family, and that I am loved by them, but still , feel tarnished, somehow. how to get rid of that is a question. does it ever go away?
think that comes from shame of the family situation as a child. these days, i have no problem admitting to a friend the nature of my problems with s, but as a kid, i hid my home and parents. my sister, the black sheep, was just the opposite. she found friends all the time and brought them home, and they were usually kids who had backgrounds like us. usually mean kids like her. boy, those were the days-lol

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