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Old 02-21-2011, 09:57 PM
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Impurrfect
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(((OWW))) - though I did have a pretty low bottom, I got some recovery time, relapsed for a short period, and it just finally hit me - "I can't do this any more...I don't WANT to keep doing this ****".

I admire the people who do it before all the horrendous consequences that come if we continue to use.

You can do this. The problems it's causing in your family will get worse and worse if you don't stop.

Throw everything you've got into recovery. Let this last relapse be the last time. Life doesn't always get miraculously better, right away, but waking up each day, not feeling the shame/guilt/etc. and look at your family's face, with probable signs of exasperation and disgust...that's a pretty good thing.

Hugs and prayers,

Amy
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