I understand that struggle, from being an aca. I was a forgotten child really. my parents hardly dealt with us, due to their chaotic lives, and i realize that I often think that i do not matter to God either. I am a loner really, even tho I love being with my children. And when I pray, I feel so alone sometimes, mostly when I am having the hardest times. I guess that is when I wish God would just start talking out loud to me, and tell me that He has my back on this one-lol.
Faith is a beautiful thing. Someday we will see clearly, but now, for whatever reason, I believe my HP is trying to teach me something. like when I feel hopeless, and He leads me to a group like this one, that is filling a need that no one else can right now. I love you guys!
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chicory