I'ts been well over a year, (almost a year and a half) since I contacted "my fantasy girl." Sometimes I have to admit I wonder what (if anything) she thinks or remembers of me. She now has three kids, from two different guys, and the last is almost 2 years old. I sometimes wonder if she is married.
I used to think this girl had a mutual crush on me; now I just think her mother liked me, and encouraged her to like me at an impressionable age. I now believe no girl has ever had a mutual attraction to me, which I thought she was the first and only that meant anything to me. I don't call her; she doesn't call me; seems like mutual rejection to me.
Mike