they lie, they cheat. They do what ever they want. That's what they do.
Mine brags about how "good" she's doing. Then a receipt for more wine falls out of her pocket while she's changing. From 3 days ago. Again.
I know she is doing the best she can. But is it good enough?
Does 30 days of being sober erase all he's put you through?
I suggest giving yourself a little breathing room is in order. See how you feel in a couple of weeks of not dealing with him at all. That should tell you plenty.
Best regards,
ZRX