You know, I just want to protect someone who is one of my greatest treasures.
I'm sticking my neck out here because I care about you and want to help, so please pardon me if my opinions offend anyone.
Chicory, really, he is not yours and he was not placed on this earth to be your treasure. You are using him for your own selfish purposes and that is not good. You are not protecting him. You are hurting him.