I think I'm probably just pissed off about it. I realize all the special moments we shared we won't have again. I was there when she was at her lowest. This sounds so self-involved (and maybe it is...) but she told me time and time again that I was the reason she wanted to get better.
So I put up with a bunch of **** and ... whoever said it... It's not the end of the rainbow. It's the end of the road.