Originally Posted by
CarolD 
Hope you plan to start again...you really can break free of alcohol.
I needed to find new non drinking friends to hang out with
I needed to connect to my local AA to find them...
and to learn how to live sober...
Yeah I plan to start again. I haven't spoke to my drinking buddies for a week now. Which is a start because I'd usually speak to them daily.
I mean I spout such ******** (and mean every word at the time) then go drink. It's embarassing.
I met up with an old school friend who I hadn't seen for years. He said, "what're you having?". My first automatic response was [name of beer].
I actually think I need to move to a new city and start again. Anyway I thought I'd let you all know what a pathetic, weak-willed person I am (LOL but true).