I think my ex has moved on
I know I should be happy and I was so miserable that I don't really miss my ex, but a part of me is sad that I think he has moved on FINALLY in some way.
I have not heard from him since January 10 and that is unusual for him to not harrass me to death. (We used to break up a lot.) I know through the help of my counselor I did things differently this time and maybe that had a big effect on his behavior...but at the same time it's just weird and has me wondering if he is dating someone. And if he is, I know it won't last long, it never does. He has either finally gotten "it" after my ignoring and not angrily reacting to his manipulation attempts or has started seeing someone.
I guess it's just hard not to take it personally for the thousandth time that he just would rather have moved on and party like a 20-year-old rockstar when he's almost 50 years old instead of being with me and just having a "fun" life...apparently that wasn't fun enough.
So wah wah wahhhh.