Thanks everyone. Lexi, I guess i never really thought about the only thing that could be worse then how I feel about this is having to deal with his rollercoaster ride EVERY day. And you would think I should know that from experience. That definitely helped put it in perspective.
Brokenheartfool, I am thankfully very blessed to have great support from family and friends who are excied about this baby and very supportive with my other children. I also am fortunate to not have to dependon him at all financially. Please feel free to borrow any of them whenever you'd like. They range from 3-11, 3 boys and 1 girl, so take your pick
