Hi. I live in a small town too.......(population 1587 to be exact
) I felt the same way about the meetings. But I went anyway. I was quite surprised, actually, that I didn't know anyone there the first week. The 2nd week, an accquaintance was there. It was actually a relief to see someone I sort of knew. Word hasn't gotten around that I go. Quite honestly, at this point, I don't care who knows that I go. I have been going for maybe 6 weeks now? It is truly amazing. Even the first night, with only 2 women there twice my age, and I didn't speak at all..........I felt better afterward. Every week is like that and now I wouldn't give it up for the world! I hope you go!
M