He says he's commited to helping me finish school and he's standing by that.
FOR MY BENEFIT.
funny huh?
This is a man who currently treats his home, his children and his wife like we are a hotel he stays in ...he does what he wants, when he wants...but financially. I need him here but at the same time...I really really want him to go now.
I just don't feel the need to put up w/ his selfish crap anymore since he's decided he needs to leave because "I can't find serenity here...if I stay I can't stay sober"
blah blah blah...
August is WAY too far away for me.
I'm thinking about going to my first alnon mtg. tonight, I can get a sitter.
I need it...
bad.