Feeling better. I slept for about 14 hours last night. I definitely needed it. Gives me a little more mental capacity for dealing with the rest of it.
As for the longest shift ever, my 5 day shift will not go unrewarded. My supervisor has requested double day rate and double bonuses for 4 of the 5 days I worked. I also requested that whenever possible I not work on a well with the person who is blaming me for his mistakes (it's the second time he's done it). So work is all squared away and I'm feeling good about that.
As for this friend... not going to lie, I miss him like crazy and it hurts. But I think it's better. Our friendship was doomed. I felt like we both kept saying "We're still friends" just to make ourselves believe it, but the truth was every time we hung out things got a little more rocky, a little more hurtful. Time to cut my losses and move on. It's like breaking an addiction. Thinking about him is habbit, I have to teach myself that's not alright any more.