Fridge is full of beer and I feel....
RELIEF! It's not mine, obviously. But in the past when there is alcohol around I've felt a little uneasy, maybe even a sense of longing.
But this morning it was the first thing I saw (leftover from my husband's poker night last night) and I just felt a big sigh of relief. Relief that I'm not craving it. That I'm not excited by it. And it's a lot of beer. Lots of room for 'free' beers. You know the ones you can drink really quickly and nobody will notice because there are so many in there? Used to be my favorite thing.
I think about recovery every day. I read here every day. I understand it's a work in progress. But I feel really 'well' today. Obsession free.
Thanks to SR!