Welcome to the SR family!
We are glad you found us, but I'm sorry for the circumstances that brought you here.
It's lonely being married to an alcoholic. They are more focused on whats at the bottom of the bottle than the family living around them.
I find encouragement, support and wisdom here and at Alanon meetings. I encourage you to read and post as much as needed. Some of our stories are posted in permanent (sticky) posts at the top of the forum pages. Here is one of my favorites:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...l-problem.html