Originally Posted by
grizz 
smacked,
a very good and gentle response to to Jay.
Agreed.
Originally Posted by
grizz I hope and pray that your life takes a better path, but remember, you didn't cause this and you cant cure it.
Me too.
I'll add that you can't control it.
side note: something that was very hard for me was to accept the fact that I couldn't control any outcome with my AW. I'm a monster of a man. Big, strong, tall, German, etc. The effects of alcoholism leveled me damn near to nothing. I'm okay with that now. I'm rebuilding myself and I hope you can do the same.