It's amazing, the havoc an active A can do. Yep. Going into the relationship with XAH, I had a sizable savings, a new dependable car, hopes for my own home in the near future..... This was all while working my a-- of at college. He came into he relationship with a duffle bag and 2 milk crates. I was lucky to leave with a little more than what he came in with. Dependable car gone, savings gone, no hope for anything but a cheap rental while he was slugging down our paychecks, and that cheap rental was getting iffy.
You've been getting by on your own recently. I have faith that you'll be able to figure out how to continue doing alright or how to make changes.
Hang in there.