Yes your reply does help me, it reminds me I am not alone and I have someone I can talk to you about my feelings who understands, thank you tam!
How long has it been since you and your husband have been apart? Are you divorced or in the process?
I enjoy my alone time but I don’t enjoy “being” lonely or feeling alone. Sometimes when I have too much time on my hands it wrecks havoc on my mind, I need to keep myself occupied which then keeps my thoughts occupied.
I like hearing stories of survival after a break up and finding love again, I guess right now today I am just ready to envision that in my life again, not yet. I guess my heart gets stuck in the bargaining stage of grief and feels he will come back for me once he’s back on the recovery road and once again the man I fell in love with. But my mind/my logic tells me different, I hate when that old mind and heart battle!!!
What do you do to keep busy, keep your mind occupied and get through each day?