I have the meeting list printed out. I'm wishy washy..one minute I want to go the next I don't.
I always thought AlNon was all about helping the alcoholics family cope with their behaviors or in my thought process "making our lives even MORE all about them". then I found you guys!!! And I learned it's about helping US.
I'm terrified.
today ...don't want to go.
tomorrow? who knows...
but I do know I don't want to make the same mistakes. I think it will help me way more than anything else has...so it can't hurt.
I just don't know if I WANT to....I have very very little time. I work everything I do around RAH, and his mtg schedules...
He asked me to go though...? why? who knows?